warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - every time he posts a picture of her on facebook my entire body falls apart. just knowing that they're hanging out, that she has all this alone time with him, that she's discovering things about him i never had the chance to because i was always such an awkward ridiculous mess around him. it just sucks so much. god. watching the L word, i started thinking about the first girl i fell in love with . i was in the 8th grade and her name was tatiana.ha, even mentioning that name makes me a little lightheaded. i remember it vividly though i remember our heads leaning closer to our papers and i could feel our heads slowly inching closer together. my entire being could feel her. i remember my face going blazing red and me trying to talk away all these feelings for like 6 whole months. but they were there. . ah. 1:33 a.m. - 2010-12-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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