warpednormal's Diaryland
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god, i have made so many entries that have been immediately deleted because i can't stand the thought of actual living people reading such shit thoughts. i really need another boy, thing, preoccupation ... i wish it could be school work but i just can't get my head wrapped into it. the only thing truly distracting me is the L word, and its awful. i have such a crush on shane its ridiculous. i also went into a big jealousy craze a couple minutes ago because david was facebook flirting with a friend of mine. god damnit what is wrong with me. i had like 3 fake conversations with him again in my head. i'm well aware this is not normal since we have not gone out once, alone or anything. geez. i just..really need to get through these next two weeks.
10:18 p.m. - 2010-11-24
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