warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i don't know what to do.
"everything in my body says not tonight"
not tonight. stop looking for love in the most impossible places. bowling alleys and community centres. rugby team.
its just an awful idea, fully knowing that both boys will be there and i will be ignored and unhappy. and i'll come home not even close to drunk enough with the realization that i have about 6 projects to finish in the next 3 weeks. and i'm not happy about anything.

but if i don't go, i'll regret as much as going so i don't know.
what a stupid dilemma.

anyway, got completely baked last night and ate 2 vietnamese sandwiches and talked to my girlfriends again about loneliness and being too much into giving ourselves, but not getting enough back..something like that? my friend spilled her soul to me and kaj was falling asleep and so was i and i felt so bad. i hope she's okay. i want to talk to her more because i know she needs somebody. some guy broke her, probably worse than david broke me, and so i need to be there.

everything in my body says not tonight.

i think, i should, stay home and continue watching the L word.

and fuck, i don't have a costume

12:01 p.m. - 2010-11-20

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