warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - "i don't really hate you...i just want you so bad." some shitty things i said to david last night. HAVE I NO SHAME?! how awful i felt by the end of it. he did want to make out but he asked me right i was about to leave. blah. i spent most of my night with virgin boy though, letting him give me sloppy kisses. it was quite cute the way he would get jealous and horrified as soon as i left him to dance with someone else. hobbit also gave me a lot of attention. he was bar-tending so as soon as he had a break he would take me outside and push me against the wall and kiss the shit out of me. it was lovely. he even asked david if he could have permission to talk to me! yikes! i don't know. it was a good night. came home feeling empty and lonely as always but helling and i moaned and complained our assess off so it was okay. three of my girlfriends are suffering from heartbreak right now, so its just been the general theme of yesterday. it was an exciting night, but all i really wanted of course was to get into a particular someone. ah well. 2:02 p.m. - 2010-10-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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