warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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its been a long time since i've felt this exhausted
and brain dead

but i'm struck with some amazing insight into myself, like i can answer questions in clinical, and i am smart when i study.
i really am.

i'm not sure why i haven't tried this hard before. why was i so caught up with parties and david and drinking and all that when what really should have mattered was this new amazing program i was in with these new amazing people, these new concepts weaving through my mind without a real hard grasp on me. i wonder. i regret it.
i regret not applying for becoming president of agape. i really could have done something for it :(
i fell asleep last night at 3 am because i came home from a long volunteer shift, and i wanted to stay up to study and learn and be ready for class.
its nice staying on top of things for once

but i'm exhausted

in boy related news, virgin boy got tickets to the stone temple pilots next week, and he asked me if i wanted to come with him. he's the same one who asked me to slash. its really cute. ahhh. also seeing him and hobbit this weekend for the halloween party. not sure how i'm going to handle this.

a playa like me can't be tamed yo

ha

7:20 p.m. - 2010-10-28

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