warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i'm noticing that things are truly, starting to feel a little bit better. first of all, its taking a much shorter time for me to recover after seeing david than it usually is.
usually after a party i feel like sulking for weeks over the ignoring and the lack of communication and the awful unthoughtful texts. but its been two days, and i feel ... well distracted.

i'm awful though. i did make out with elijah's good friend, and he even left because we were being too loud at night. sometimes i feel so numb about these things. i don't know if its because on some level, doing these kinds of insensitive things makes me feel wanted. but sometimes its just because i don't like rejecting people.

anyway, we had a lecture on youth mental wellness today, and i'm absolutely in love with it. i have never felt more passionate and interested about something than i do about mental issues/illness/health...there's so much to say about it, but i'm tired, so i'll just say that wednesday is going to be fun

1. research project at the hospital,trying to determine the prevalence of depression on an hiv unit
2. mental illness recovery conference where we get to experience an auditory hallucination simulation
3. agape, which i haven't done in ages.

itll be nice to get out on the streets again.

6:57 p.m. - 2010-10-04

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