warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - he talks too much. but i mean, everything he says is at least mildly interesting. the stories about his band, about his travels, about his family. the way he laughs about things that aren't even remotely funny if you weren't actually there. until of course, we went to bed. he moans too much and talks too much about what we're doing. i came over to this boy, Dave's place because i was feeling rather depressed about feeling stupid during clinical (something about air entries) and we drank beer and listened to the mixed cd he made for me. it sounds beautiful. he made me a "quiet" CD with artists i've never heard of, and a louder mp3 disc with bands like converge and neurosis. i like him for his deep love and passion for music...his knowledge and his emotional connection to the lyrics and the chords and the melodies. i like him for that. i also got to hold my cousin's newborn baby for the first time yesterday. he is absolutely the most precious thing I have seen in the longest time. mom said there was no way there couldn't be a God. the ironic thing was before I left Dave's house this morning he was all "oh, right you probably have to go to church or something, yeah.." sarcastically. i laughed because i do need to go to church, i'm playing the guitar for children's liturgy. dave is a complete atheist and completely anti-religious. i haven't really mentioned to him, that even the disbelief in god is something I question as much as the belief in god. oh yeah, and i dreamt of David last night. hobbit might come to his birthday party next weekend so this is kind of worrisome. that and probably 3 other guys in the rugby team i've hooked up with. then again, so is David's girlfriend. so what now. i still lose. 11:08 a.m. - 2010-09-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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