warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i know i should really start learning from the past. that running around with too many boys is just going to continually make me feel empty and unsatisfied with life because its not love, its just lust, and all of these boys see me as a sex object rather than a girl who has passions and dreams of becoming a mental health worker and can write music... and everything about me that makes me more than a thing to stick their dick into

ryan and I biked to some island, along bike routes and by false creek, and it was really beautiful. we have nothing in common, but the trip and the food and his smile made me fall asleep and almost have sex with him. he's the rugby coach, so i'm hoping he tells nobody about us. even if it might be something, although it probably isn't.

i don't like feeling this numb

9:56 p.m. - 2010-09-15

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