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couldn't i have just been an elementary school teacher?
i'm not cut out to be a nurse. not on the surface. i mean, maybe its just me being overaly critical of myself but most of the time i feel like my critical thinking skills are honestly just lacking, and maybe that's a result of jon's instruction, and maybe that's a result of being in a group of ridiculously insane and well-rounded and intelligent people with degrees in biochemical engineering. my fine motor skills are lacking too and that frightens me to death. and, i keep saying, i care about people. i really care about people. but is that enough? couldn't i have found another job that wouldn't have put people's lives at risk? i feel so inadequate and i'm graduating in 8 months.
6:34 p.m. - 2010-09-11
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