warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - spent the night at julian's. he fingered me real good but i didn't have sex with him. i don't know how to tell him that i am absolutely terrified of sex. i'm scared of STIs, i'm scared he'll leave me and stop calling. i'm scared it'll suck. i'm scared of the guilt i'll feel when i make love to someone i'm not in love with. i don't know. i wanna watch jersey shore. snookie is the best. 4:56 p.m. - 2010-08-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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