warpednormal's Diaryland Diary
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we look like we belong to some seventeen magazine, in like some article about how to protect yourself from hpv or some quiz that will help determine what kind of person you are. we are quite beautiful and i love these girls more than ... well, a lot of things.
we lied in the sand all day today and i introduced them to some of my other friends, who i also love, but who i also feel are growing distant from me. and it makes me sad that i go from deep friendships to deep friendships as quickly as men, but its just what happens. i want to enjoy and understand and love as many people as i can.
everyone is just so goddamn beautiful and weird. i want nothing more than to just...spend time and just try to understand or at least just hang around all the people that intrigue me.
and i know it hurts the people i grow close to, that i can just move on so quickly to another deep relationship with someone else. but, you have to know. i love you still. every relationship i have is unique. i just haven't figured out how to have many of them at the same time. some of it is fear. getting too close to someone is just a little too much sometimes. but i love the feeling anyway.
in sad news, i lost my phone today. it really hurts. ugh.
12:24 a.m. - 2010-07-11
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