warpednormal's Diaryland
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drunk from the wine tasting. high from the good ol' marijuana. had another awesome time with my nursing girls after clinical. then tomorrow is some beach party, and friday is the day we head out camping. today me and two girls that i adore sat on a bench in a field and got super baked and watched the grass grow more beautiful and full by the second. it was awesome. we complained about how badly we wanted sex...but how badly we needed love with it too. and it was rough, but it felt good not to be alone. even though i feel completely trashed right now. david hasn't posted any photos of my performance :( what if he never does because he doesn't want anyone to know on facebook that he came out to see me. ugh. fuck you paranoia. today i closed my eyes in the skytrain, half because my eyes wouldn't stay open, and half because i pretended that the people's voices were voices coming from my head. like a schizophrenic.
oh gosh...psychiatric ward is driving me nuts.
12:00 a.m. - 2010-07-01
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