warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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ugh. everyone's angry at me.
i lost the eye exam receipt at the pool and my mother yelled at me for being irresponsible and inattentive and all that. i yelled back and pulled my hair but i know she's right.

the other agape leader sent an email to EVERYONE plus an individual one to me saying how there's mouldy bread in the cupboard and sticky bags and how i don't pack the bag for her but she does for me.
shit. she even bolded the words NASTY and GROSS. and used the term COMMON COURTESY twice.

i feel like i'm 10 right now. all these people scolding me and what not. i know they have a right to because it was my mistake. but STILL.

ugh. ugh. ugh. i feel so crappy about myself and who i am. la de da.

last night, me and my girls watched some show called true beauty while smoking joints and laughing at everything. it was fun.

but i need to grow up.

the worst thing is, i was planning to see robert tonight. the most mature and stable man i know.

i'm not sure i can anymore.

not after all this crap.

12:59 p.m. - 2010-06-01

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