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there was a drunk aboriginal man on the bus today trying to explain to another man that no, we are not brothers, you in no way shape or form understand what i, and my family, have gone through. what you perceive as normal is nowhere near what i see as normal.


it was totally awesome to see all the things i've learned in school...actually being felt and expressed in a real human being. a human being so complex and so influenced by a multitude of things no one can really truly understand..

anyway. i shared about 2 sentences with ben, the ridiculously sexy nursing president in our class.. it was insane. we almost shared the elevator alone together (until this other girl just ran into elevator as it was about to close), and i'm not sure what could have happened...but anyway. it could have been better than me totally sounding like a complete blubbering incoherent idiot with those two sentences. i really did sound like one. and sadly, before that exchange, i noticed him noticing me. i noticed that walking past him, he does turn his head. and maybe this is just a result of me having a total and insane crush on him, but i noticed his face light up when he realized i was walking towards him to take the elevator he was taking.
but of course, me being an idiot, i had to say such tragically stupid words...you know, thinking it would sound witty but it didn't? that completely sucked. shit.

um. yeah.

after, went to kaj's new place and ate too much food and slept for a good fucking hour.

it was glorious.


 

WHAT ESSENTIALLY SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED ON THAT ELEVATOR starting from 1:10 min. fuck to the yeah?

YouTube - Grey's Anatomy - Elevator kiss
 

11:42 p.m. - 2010-05-14

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