warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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why am i the only one out of my group of nursing friends interested in these "fluffy" topics about social justice and structural inequities and economic disparities and the importance of understanding the context of people's "choices" that lead them to a particular place..whether it be on the streets or with a drug addiction. why do my friends complain all these things are so repetitive and unnecessary, when i honestly feel like...this could quite possibly be the most revealing and most important information i'm learning in this entire course....this feels like my future.

fucking finals next week.
still need to go to the doctor to ask about all these lesions and sores that's been happening on my body....and a pregnancy test...and..so many things. i can feel my body just physically break down right now. i'm not exercising and i'm definitely not eating the right things and i am most definitely feeling like shit.

i just need to shape up, and i know it.
we have a new president for agape and she rarely goes out to do outreach work. she rarely speaks during meetings too. but seriously and honestly, i'm glad she stepped up because no one was. so at least our club can continue.

but, i can't help but think that...maybe i should have given it a try.

it is my future we're talking about

3:23 p.m. - 2010-04-09

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