warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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wow. that was nice. we're probably the worst group he's ever had. he said so. honestly.
he asked me what grade i would give myself. and i said..C+ i guess.
told me i was an average student and i need to bring my knowledge level up. all this i knew he was going to say.

i'm also feeling a huge disconnect with school right now. i feel like i'm not in it. like literally, and physically, and emotionally, mentally. nothing is sticking, nothing is pushing me to bond with my patients and talk to them. have i already become so complacent? after 6 or so months I don't even care for caring? and i remember, i was so passionate in the beginning about this. about really giving the best i could to these patients. and now...

holy shit.

i make no effort.
no effort in clinical, and my instructor is finally shoving that in my face.

thank goodness. i did need that kick in the ass.


but hey,


none of us are at risk of failing.


thank. freaking. god (or whatever)

now, this girl needs to stop drinking and thinking about boys and start really eating up all things nursing.
i don't have much time left.

4:10 p.m. - 2010-03-24

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