warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i can't concentrate.
i haven't felt very into nursing lately. i don't study. i don't think about it. i don't worry about it.

and then i forget to do a bunch of things during clinical hours.

i don't know. lack of passion?

its frightening. the only thing that comforts me is the fact that i'll be graduated next april, and i won't have to worry about all this writing papers nonsense. i also really want to move on to community health. i've been doing geriatrics since september, and although i am learning a lot. its just not striking my heart any longer.

oh dear.
those hours with francois, lying in bed, napping and then touching and then talking. i felt like i was in one of those european, low-budget films in which everything revolves around sex and conversation and chain-smoking. although we didn't speak too much. i just like remembering the sound of his accent when he asked me what my name was again.

i know. its absolutely insane. i want to move away to paris with him and i want him to introduce me to wine and rivers and the art of lovemaking.
that would be something to really write about.

that would most certainly elicit some passion

sigh. this girl needs an adventure.

5:48 p.m. - 2010-03-14

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