warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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not much is happening to be honest. i woke up yesterday feeling different, like this month was going to be different. like i was going to spend this month being productive and smart and hardworking..and for the first hour or so I was really gearing myself up for that. writing all the shit i need to do for the month, attempting to start my paper, doing some readings...

but for the most part, I was still in my house all day, lounging around the couch, eating way too much...i gained 10 pounds. wasn't that my goal? fuck. i hate myself.

anyway, i'm really hoping this month, this rest of the semester will be different. i mean this last few weeks of vacation were, for the most part, what i needed. but the drinking and the eating and the general screwing up of my life just made me feel a lot more emptier than i imagined.

in other news, i went to a strip club for the first time the other day. :)
i felt a lot more perverted than i thought i would. oh, mainly because there were so few people besides us. and those few people were absolutely dis-gus-ting.

anyway, here's to hoping this month is filled with more life...
good bye.

9:58 a.m. - 2010-03-02

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