warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - came home around 4 in the am, only to remember that i had to be up at 8 am for a dumb dentist appointment. i just got back from it..left side still numb. i like watching myself try to lick my lips with the freeze still present..hahaha. i look like a freak trying to seduce myself. anyway, last night was alright. i'm just beyond happy that kaj got exactly what she wanted, needed from that night. a damn hot make out session with a boy she'll never see again :) i was like a proud mom watching her have her way with the boy. oh, man.
i met a man from california. he claimed i drove him crazy all through the night, and we spent the entire 5 hours or so together. i don't really remember. sometimes my moments with men blur together since its been done so many times. that's an awful thing to say, or remember about myself. but, truthfully. and this, this is going to sound ridiculously narcissistic and completely shallow, but, i can get most of the boys i want. i can keep them interested for a good night, maybe even two. the problem is, i never really am able to live up to those nights after, and that's when the no more phone calls and the broken heart starts happening all over again. i just don't know what to do about it. (maybe stop being a slut for starters. jesus) anyway, i decided that with the 3 hours of sleep or so that i am not going out all the way to ubc to practice catheters and feeding tubes. no, this girl needs a nap. once that's done, i'll probably study for the rest of this day, and then head out to holland park to watch the game and have a beer with my dad. sounds fine to me. :) 11:35 a.m. - 2010-02-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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