warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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to a boy i hardly know

no, its not fair. it is not fair.
i just told you that i liked you a whole lot, but that i'm going to be okay, i'm going to be fine. just fine.
you just told me you are back, that you are choosing the messed up situation. i know that you know in your heart i could make it easier. we don't ever have to talk about our history because we have none. there are no complications between us, its just what it is. its just fun. i just don't believe in drama, i don't have time for such things.

and no, no its not fair. i am not going to be your asian mistress. i don't care that you two are now casually dating as you called it. i am not, not going to kiss you again. i am not ever going to sleep in your arms again and allow myself to hope, even for a second, that you might actually want me beyond these nights.

no, its not fair.

i am not "down for meeting up sometime"

1:39 a.m. - 2010-02-06

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