warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i need, i need, i absolutely need something to happen to me. something new. something magical, something i can taste and touch and feel with my fingers and hold in my hand. i just wasted this entire day thinking about a boy who thinks of me probably 2 minutes a week, and its making me feel like a total waste of time and just ugh.
clinical is canceled tomorrow! boo. again. i need to talk to someone, anyone, about what i feel because its driving me crazy.
i hate that i cannot truly write out and express on here that tired gut feeling in my stomach. you know that heavy and awful feeling everyone gets once in awhile. i just, i don't know. i need to do something. i need to get off my ass and make a difference and talk to people and love people more than i ever have. i am tired of feeling so goddamn alone. i am tired of feeling like a goddamn failure.

11:15 p.m. - 2010-01-31

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