warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart i sang him the song, falling slowly, in some retarded effort to make you feel anything close to what i feel for you. its still awkward between you and i. i can still feel the tension and the need to be polite with one another, in some way. i crept into V's room and pretended to fall asleep, but you came in a couple seconds later asking me if this was my attempt at staying awake. when you said you had to leave, i plastered on a smile and gave him a big hug, and as i tried to leave the room our fingers grazed upon each other's and i could feel your desperate and lovely attempt to hold my hand. i walked you to the door. "sometime soon?" he said. yes, sometime soon. and you kissed me one last time, so brilliantly, so effortlessly, so beautifully. my heart stopped, my knees crumbled, my entire body was his. you are so pretty sometimes, it hurts. sometime soon, i hope. sometime soon. 10:45 a.m. - 2010-01-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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