warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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Fuckin Radio Boy

ugh. he hasn't called in two days. i know what this means. i've seen "he's just not that into you." twice.

its probably because i wasn't smart enough, that i couldn't join in conversations you so desperately wanted to have about multiverse theories and crime free apartments. but i was seriously looking forward to more arrested development with you and i thought i made you laugh. and hookah. i was really looking forward to some hookah.

i hate him for this.
but mostly, i hate myself.
i hate myself for letting you touch my body before i let you touch my heart....

http://playlist.citr.ca/podcasting/audio/20100105-000921-to-20100105-010231.mp3

he did play some bright eyes and some tegan and sara. the two bands i told him i adored.

jaha. i am such a girl. looking for signs that don't exist.

8:07 p.m. - 2010-01-05

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