warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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it is pretty hilarious that i'm the one who broke up with both of them, and i'm the one who ended up alone. they both have new girlfriends. already. i guess that makes me a fling, a mistake, a lesson, or something.


anyway. i went to the states this weekend with the familay for a mini vay cay, and i bought a bunch of shit i didn't need with money i didn't work for. as i said, i'm too spoiled in this house. not only that, we went to a buffet two nights in a row. so not only am i a materialistic, spoiled son of a bitch, but i am now also fat.


radio boy, as i will now call him, we were supposed to go on a date tomorrow. i listened to his radio station tonight, and he said he's covering for another dude from 6-8. he was supposed to make me french onion soup and sing me songs on his guitar and make me fall madly in love with him and forget about all the silly boys and one night romances that have broken me more than they should have. but i guess, i'll have to wait. i hope he gets home soon. maybe we can talk for a bit, maybe i'll give him a call.

HA. yeah, fucking, right.

i don't know what i'm doing for new year's. i might stay at home and collect coins as is the tradition every year. or i might go out and get wasted and ultimately make a fuckin fool of myself in front of a bunch of cute and unavailable boys. there is also this other party. its Old- Hollywood themed and i have just the perfect outfit for it. so yeah, maybe, just maybe.


my whole life is one big maybe.

1:50 a.m. - 2009-12-29

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