warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WISHES! i reminded her today what she forgot,and she called telling me how much of a scatterbrain she was and what not, and how she had to spend her birthday in poland in pain and suffering. leave it to her to make it about herself! i'm just kidding. she's done a lot for me, i don't have a right to be completely resentful. plus, i'm using her house for the upcoming party, which i am SO afraid is going to suck something fierce. oh well. yesterday, went to Red Robins (hahaha i know, i know. i attempted to go as cheesy as possible) with my family and some of my cousins and it was quite nice. i ate way too much and i got a free sundae without the humiliating birthday song. am i really turning 20 or fucking 6? i also have to tell you. song and dance saved my life yesterday. i was awfully depressed for obvious reasons. i just felt like the whole year was leading up to this and i just didn't feel anything. and i know that sounds selfish and spoiled of me, but i can't. fucking. help it. that's what you get when you're so used to attention. ANYWAY, i turned on the television and watched the finale of so you think you can dance, and all of a sudden, as the first samba routine came on, i forgot everything, i was smiling, i was laughing, i was critiquing along with the judges. i was with my family and nothing could be more wonderful. and when that contemporary routine with jacob and katherine came on, the beauty of it all, it just swept me off my feet and life became bearable again.
Quote YouTube - Change - Jakob Karr !!WON THREE NATIONAL TITLES!! 10:34 a.m. - 2009-12-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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