warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i can't fall asleep.
i've been trying to for the last two hours mainly because i want to be well rested for my road test tomorrow. i mean, its going to be fucking slippery out there. but perhaps it might be a good thing because everybody's going to be driving at like 30km/hr. so that might help.

anyway. where was i? yeah. i can't sleep. so i went on facebook, and no updates with anything. i'm trying to stop myself from checking david's page again but he just updated his profile to another picture of him and his girlfriend.
i need to stop being such a girl.
i need to stop making a big deal out of nothing.

haha. vicki called me telling me that it truly would have been awkward if i came. they ended up hanging out with david, other david (the guy i led on) and tommy. so it would have been hilarious. but it would have also made me feel more whoreish and lonelier than i would i have liked.

i am now texting my exboyfriend. i need to give him back his cds ( i know its been that long ) and i'm seeing him on tuesday, my birthday. he probably has no idea. i don't think it actually matters even. anyway, its time i try to sleep again.

goodnight and good luck

1:07 a.m. - 2009-12-14

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