warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i just cried for an hour today. she uninvited me, telling me it would be awkward and wrong if i came. i didn't realize how sensitive i was, how i totally screwed up everything..and i just feel so utterly horrible and alone right i don't know what to do. this is an awful start to my christmas break. and my birthday is soon and i really don't feel like dealing with that. i don't want to have a birthday party because i have this irrational fear that nobody will come and the people that will are going to have such a depressing time.
6:07 p.m. - 2009-12-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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