warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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mmm my hair smells like strawberry smoke.

ahhhhhh diaryland how i've missed you so. catching up on all my buddies' entries just now made me feel completely and utterly full. in the heart.

what a crazy last two days. after the exam, tracy and I and a girl named andy when to mahoney's and had a beer and talked about sex swings and 11 hour flights. it was great. total after exam talk.

then tracey came over and we took a nap that lasted too long because the television had only one channel, and that channel was the UFC channel, and watching men grope and touch each other like that for hours just got kind of old. and we were gonna get a lot of that tonight anyway.

anyway, woke up, went to donair, met up with the rest of us and watched a special screening of up in the air. the one with george clooney. it was real good in that sort of witty, bittersweet way. and fuck, it had george clooney.

afterwards we went home, my girls teased their hair (they looked so asian!) and we had a shot of something, which we chased with ice cream?!?! we're ridiculous.

THEN we headed out to the odyssey and i swear to you all this place is BONKERS. it was apparently shower power night so we basically spent most of the time drooling over hot man and his dick dancing under the shower. it was beautiful. then there was this other dancer that was WAY beautiful and he kept winking at me. he even took hold of my hand and asked me my name. and after he was finished dancing he came up to us and said something along the lines of ... i'm bi you know? what a liar. what a fucking tease.

my friends are officially in love with that place. i'm so happy i'm bringing in new fans, the place deserves it. it also made them really sad though because carol was all, "i've never been so attracted to men before." i mean, wow. gay men are the shit. no doubt.

OKAY then next day we went to all you can eat and it was great.

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TODAY;
well, had some weed, and had some hookah! which was pretty sweet. elijah was there. still looking as adorable as always. i think we joked around about getting married or something. i don't know, and then we talked about the power of positive thinking. but perhaps, that had something to do with the hookah. also, i dropped my phone. its on its way to destruction but it should last for a couple more days, maybe even years. anyway, they drove me home and so now i'm here.

and because i'm still one tragic soul i'm looking at pictures of David's girlfriend like some psychobitchwhore, and i'm not sure what to think. first of all, the two of them look exactly the same from the curl in their hair to the piercing in the eyebrow. i mean, geez. doesn't he want a cute little asian girl who likes r&b and chris brown? i'm amazing. and so, so far from his type. but yeah, i'm feeling pretty down now. thinking about david and his girlfriend. elijah and his girlfriend. me and nobody.

but you know what? it's christmas break. its time i grow some balls and just deal with it. as elijah and I concluded, happiness is a choice.

this was a gay entry but i'm tired. i still have such a crush on these guys, but the love i have for myself and the world is enough to keep me going.

1:22 a.m. - 2009-12-12

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