warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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too many things happened last night.
i can't really begin.
i mean, i got drunk. obviously.
i lost at king's cup (but nobody really wins in that game anyway)
i made out with a boy named David.
the weird thing was as we were lying on the bed, foreheads pressed against eachother's, hands intertwined, hands everywhere, he kept telling me that he had to behave himself.
haha.
that didn't last for long.
i'm not sure if he has a girlfriend, but he did have a picture of a girl on his phone.
worst thing though. we were sleeping on the bed that jer and vick were having sex on...like we kind of were making out intensely while they were having sex. and THEN when david was giving me oral, jer was also giving vick oral at the same time...so it really just looked like one messed up drunk sex tape in the end.
i thought it to be totally fucked up at the time...but now...even more so. jesus, was i really that gone?

anyway, david's really good with his fingers. and i just love, absolutely love, being in his arms. the next morning we moved to the couch and he pulled me into his arms and squeezed me like a doll. i just about melted in happiness.

i met elijah's girlfriend, michelle. quite possibly one of the prettiest girl i've ever met.
i asked elijah if i could hit on her, and he was like, just come home with us! haha. oh, i'd be one lucky bitch if that were the case.

and tommy. well, we didn't talk, as always.

and then there was this other boy, who i guess, i led on.
"how did i get such a cute girl in my arms?" he asked me.
it's because i'm too easy.
and shit, you know what? this attention isn't going to be around forever. enjoy it while it lasts.

okay, studying starts. now.

1:58 p.m. - 2009-12-06

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