warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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greek boy.

he picked me up in a large white van, but it was raining so hard i was desperate to get inside anything. crazy, i fucking know. we went to some famous greek restaurant and i ordered some lamb, and he ordered some calamari....

our sense of humour is impeccably complimentary to one another's...just laughing, constantly. i couldn't believe it.

he's shorter than i imagined though, and he doesn't dress very well. he also just finished school 2 months ago (to become an electrician?), and he doesn't have a job yet.
sometimes he even stares into space because he claims someone is staring him down across the room. but he makes these funny faces and his jokes are so quick and so cute,and we were just exchanging back and forth our attempts at wittiness, it was just so easy...so meant to be or something

we then drove all the way to some bubble tea place because we were craving it, and i asked him about all the awkward dates he's been on from the girls he met online...my stomach hurts just thinking about it. it's hilarious.

god, oh god. i wish i wasn't so shallow. i wish i was attracted to him, because i highly doubt i'll find anyone else i can laugh with and joke around with as easily as i can with this guy.

i hate myself sometimes.


i hate that i've already placed him in the most feared and dreaded position in any male-female relationship...

the friend zone.

11:33 p.m. - 2009-11-19

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