warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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this is the worst thing to say right now. but i'm going to say it.

i'm not sure i want to do this anymore.
and its killing me.
i don't know if i'm going to be able to sleep well tonight, because i'm just going to be dreading tomorrow.
i don't know what to do.

i was only doing to this to please the parents, and maybe that was the dumbest thing i could have ever decided...i know, i know. i was excited, and happy and all around confident. but now that i'm doing shit, i'm constantly with this lump in my throat and shakiness in my body, and my instructor is noticing. "just relax" she says. like it was possible.

i don't know what to do.


on the bright side, check out how friggen classy i am

9:23 p.m. - 2009-11-02

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