warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - J has finally admitted to V that he loves her. and although i heard it second hand, i'm pretty sure he said in the most cutest/most perfect way possible. i'm not jealous. i'm pretty much the most satisfied i've ever been. life is offering me all these wicked and nerve-wrecking challenges, that i'm just waiting to take on with as much pride and relentlessness as i can muster. tomorrow is our first day working in a hospital, well, as student nurses. but that is something. i'm excited more than anything. and i know i'm looking at it in this totally naive and idealistic way, because that's what we've been taught this past month, but i really am excited. excited to meet patients and build relationships and make a difference in their lives and blah blah blah. and although i know all of these sweet and fluffy feelings might disappear once i'm shoved into the frustrations and stresses of our current health care system, i'm hoping that in some way in the midst of everything, i will be able to make somewhat of difference anyway. i think this is the kind of entry i'll be looking back at with a sort of cynical scoff. but whatever. i'm keeping this idealism and excitement for as long as i can. because it'll probably be the only thing to wake me up in the end. 7:40 p.m. - 2009-10-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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