warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tommy I guess you could say I got exactly what I wanted from him. Elijah and I were sleeping on the small futon in the living room when tommy jumped in between us and i rested my arms on his chest. when the lights turned off we were, i guess, spooning each other, and he put his arms around me and curled his fingers between mine and our legs intertwined so perfectly that my heart just burst into a tiny million pieces. after cuddling like that for an hour i turned my head and let him kiss me and touch me wherever he wanted..my boobs, my pussy, my everything..i was a little shy at first... but i let him because everything felt like such a dream. and i touched him with as much love as i could. the worst thing about it i guess was that elijah probably heard everything. i moan a lot. but afterwards he moved in such a way that totally pushed me off the bed, and all at once i felt used, disgusted, and downright lame. and this morning we didn't say a word to each other. not even a secret acknowledging smile to recognize that last night was real. and so now i'm doubting myself. and i have no idea what any of this means. 11:26 a.m. - 2009-10-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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