warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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it's funny that we're learning about pain in its totality, that it's more "than a simple threat to physical integrity and disability," that it is also a "threat to self and identity," and that "pain threatens who I am, who I want to be, and what I might do." I didn't realize the actual truth in that until..well, this summmer...and my god, if my doctor had even the slightest clue that i wasn't only suffering physically, then maybe, just maybe, i'd feel like she was actually listening to me when i met up with her those 5 times i did.

vick's party is tonight. my expectations for this night is way too high for my own good. vick texted me and was all "TOMMY's GONNA be here! wear clean underwear." and i was like "you're ridiculous."
but really.
to be noticed by him, to be more than that quiet awkward Asian girl in the corner who can't hold a bong... well, that would be a miracle. some kind of outrageous and wonderful miracle. and really,

How sad is that?

2:43 p.m. - 2009-10-17

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