warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - you know, reading that last entry, realizing how little contact i have with the dude..it seems i have some serious issues with developing unhealthy obsessions with people. it's scary. but it's not the entire truth.. because the entire truth is, maybe I might be trying to cling on to the little feelings i have of my own youth and dependence, of little responsibility, alcohol and sex and drugs and all that jazzy jazz. but now, because i'm surrounded by people who literally inspire me they are literally shoving me into a stage in my life that demands professionalism and utter adulthood. and i'm freakin lovin it. i'm communicating my ideas better, i'm thinking about policies and what could be done to make them better, i'm thinking globally and not just personally. i'm thinking that my dreams are not just dreams, but possible realities. and i'm loving every second of it, seeing how much i've already grown in these two weeks intellectually is just.... but, i'm letting go of a lot. a lot of fun, i guess. and maybe, in my attempts to retain some feeling of youth and immaturity...i write religiously about a cute boy i've never really talked to in my online diary. 6:20 p.m. - 2009-09-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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