warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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hahahahahahah oh my life.

i did the agape run today, and while we were talking to lyle, the big homeless guy with an even bigger heart, who else could have possibly showed up walking down the street but BEN HIMSELF.
i was shocked because from a distance i could see him so clearly, the outline of his perfection. and as he came nearer i actually quite ENTHUSIASTICALLY waved and let out a huge smile, and he waved back too and asked me how i was doing tonight and if i was going to be doing any studying, and i said "no way you kidding me?" and he laughed and continued on his way. i've made him laugh quite a few times already. i think i could watch him laugh for hours.

anyway, problem. we were on D street...and he was with another boy..and D street is KNOWN for being the home for gays and lesbians in our city. and to be honest, if i wasn't so caught up with his ridiculous hotness, i would have definitely taken the white pants as an indicator of absolute homosexuality. i have so many gay friends..i really should be able to tell by now. but he exudes so much of this straight up masculinity that i just don't want to imagine him ...oh god. and even if he were straight, he is much too hot to be single.

anyway, that was my night. we did have some really touching run in's like with the joker who told us that this "cock-blockin mother fuckin" friend of theirs got so drunk that he jumped off a tree and landed in the hospital (not from the tree directly into the hospital, but you know, as a result of....). joker is hilarious, intense and violent, but hilarious.

i also spoke to this older first nations man, with sores and cracks on his lips. he couldn't speak english as coherently, but he did teach me how to say thank you in his language. he told us his story of catching fish and preparing it with rice and smoking it and cutting off the heads. as he finished his story he told us how much it meant to him that we were there, because it gets really lonely out there on the streets. and god, sometimes all we have to do is listen, listen, and listen some more. that's all i've been learning this week.

any-freakin-hoo, i believe that might be enough entries for today. too much ben talk, not enough reality or sanity in any of it. but seriously, wouldn't it be awesome to make love in one of those rooms that they always do it in grey's anatomy. seriously. now, i must clean this stinkin apartment up before my brother returns tomorrow.
shit squared.

11:16 p.m. - 2009-09-25

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