warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PROGRESS folks okay, i have an excuse for developing a slightly obsessive LIGHT-HEARTED obsession with ben. I'M IN A PROGRAM WITH 82 GIRLS AND 8 BOYS. 4 of which are about the age of my father. OKAY FOLKS! so anyways, i just found out that he and i take the same bus, which was totally awesome because i figured i could just stare at him light-heartedly from a distance... Unfortunately, he kept catching me eye-raping him, because everytime i'd catch his eye i'd turn my head right away as OBVIOUSLY AS FREAKIN HUMANLY POSSIBLE. utter fail. anyway, he said Bye when he left, which was enough for my sympathetic nervous system to just SHOOT UP THE EFFING ROOF (we're learning about the autonomic nervous system right now..so, yeah.) i need some beta blockers. however, today, as i was walking into my row to sit, he literally had his bare feet on the seat beside me (he was on the row behind me) and i was like "that's..attractive" and he was like "what, what? you think these feet aren't attractive?" and I was like "hahaha that's what i said..they're very attractive." PROGRESS folks. but it would be nice to have a real conversation. or sex. preferably, both.
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5:59 p.m. - 2009-09-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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