warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NOTE TO SELF: he's just not that into you.. ahhh this whole loving life and feeling proactive and productive every single waking moment of the day is kind of incredibly new to me...like i'm finally moving forward for once, and everything i'm learning is important and meaningful and absolutely necessary. there's no stopping from here on out. no more lazy hours spent on the internet or cruising clubs or sleeping till 2pm. i'm growing up...and honestly,...i thought i was going to be way more afraid. benjamin and i had our first little bit of communication today. i was talking to some friends and he actually tapped me on the shoulder and asked me, "Are you Alexandria?," while he pointed to my entire name he wrote out on a piece of paper I said, "um. Yes. why?"
then i proceeded to wonder how he knew my name was alexandria...especially with 82 other girls in the class. i mean, i was talking to a bunch of people..and he asked me first. so clearly he must have heard my name being spoken to me somewhere and noticed it and remembered it. so obviously he likes me. ALSO. he wrote out my ENTIRE NAME. it's a long fucking name folks. and really, who needs to know who's working downtown? we're not even in the same hospital... right? seriously. i feel like my experience with boys has been taken back about 3 years, when my only contact with any type of male species was through the television and the bleachers and every little encounter with a fairly cute boy meant obsession.
10:12 p.m. - 2009-09-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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