warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i'm tired of being so afraid. we saw the test dummies we'll be working on in the labs today, and i freaked when i saw all the various syringes and thing-a-ma bobs that we're supposed to be competent in in 20 months. 20 FUCKING MONTHS.
but i'm also so goddamn hopeful. i keep fantasizing about my future practice in mental health, working with all sorts of interesting and challenging patients. i see myself in thailand or wherever, working under the hot sun, giving out vaccinations and treating little orphan kids. i see myself with my own office, with a large desk and a nametag on the door, with my own practice as a nurse practitioner....

gee. and i don't even know how to stick a needle in a human being yet.

5:35 p.m. - 2009-09-10

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