warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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for you, a thousand times over.

do you remember? i was 15, you were 18. you were addicted to drugs and i was addicted to your mystery. and you told me you would defend me and fight for me, and that if you played your cards right then maybe, just maybe, you would score with a girl as great as me. remember we only met once. and yet, you were all i thought about, from the moment i woke up, every thought began and ended with you. and when you left, i cried for days.
i haven't felt that strongly about anyone in a long time. the need to care about someone. the need to understand someone as much as humanly possible. as if emotion had an end, a limit to its capacity. as if you could only fall in love once.

12:04 a.m. - 2009-08-27

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