warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i honestly, honestly thought i could go out last night. i spent the entire day in bed wallowing in pain and high on tylenol and coldfx, so when i finally stood up i felt slightly better. and i haven't gone out in over a week, and not seeing friends for that long was starting to make me feel really...you know, horrible. so i went to alicia's kegger, and it was fun, for the most part because i played beer pong and flirted with these amazingly cute engineering students who happened to be twins. but then i couldn't do it. vicki took me to the hospital last night, it was the first time i've ever...ever spent the night at the hospital. the doctor told me the gyn would seen me in the morning to possibly do some surgical procedure. ugh. i never knew i had that many tears in me, but i did. anyway, she checked it. she said i should just take care of myself and that it should drain on its own and i should rest and get lots and lots of tlc and whatnot. like i haven't been doing that for the PAST TWO WEEKS. i guess, well, ma says i let the pain overwhelm me and stuff and that might be it. god, man. it was horrible. but i did get to see how nurses work...and it freaks me out. because ivs seem to be one of the most hardest things in the world. but i think i'm going to be okay. i think. i just need my stupid family doctor to see me soon before this happens again. =( love always 8:09 p.m. - 2009-07-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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