warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Wine and cheese night was absolutley amazing. i met a boy named elijah, who was totally, and completely into me, but then fucked nunda in the bathroom after the party. everyone could hear. so i figured that was a lost cause. other than that, daniel dropped the L bomb last night. i've never in my life knew the weight of those words until i heard them from him last night. i just told him that he was too drunk. but i think he means it. and it freaks me the hell out, because hearing it, i've realized that my feelings for him are so far from love that i hardly know if there are any feelings at at all. I KNOW I KNOW. WHAT is this girl BIPOLAR. just yesterday you said you were in love. but seeing him again, actually seeing him, and being with him, despite him being caring and nice and blah...he annoys me. like a lot. i was actually disappointed when he got invited to alicia's kegger. i don't want him near me anymore. and that's a horrible sign. I just don't know what to do. well, i do, but..i don't have the balls to do it. 10:39 a.m. - 2009-07-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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