warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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Life in Technicolor, Cemeteries in London, YELLOW

- i had one of my wisdom teeth removed last night. honestly, the most excruciating experience of my entire life. i shall be looking like a chipmunk

- Coldplay concert tonight. i don't actually listen to their stuff unless i'm studing and/or depressed. either way, excitement ensues!

can i share a memory? it only happened two nights ago and it isn't a big deal. but as we were lying on his bed, the window half open, the breeze lifting my hair and sending goosebumps up and down my arms, which i had over his body, he told me quietly that he cared about me so much. i couldn't reply. i just wanted to lie there and revel in the beauty and the seriousness of the moment . i realized that i don't talk very much, especially about what i feel. i lie a lot, not directly but... i do tend to downplay my true emotions, mainly because they're always difficult to explain. especially through words. but anyway, when daniel tells me that he cares about me so much, my stomach literally starts to flutter and i just wonder if i'll ever be able to return such beautiful feelings to him.

or to anyone. for that matter

12:31 p.m. - 2009-06-20

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