warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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i am so incompetent and stupid and ugh and i just don't understand why i've grown up to be so goddamn dumb and dependent. i'm a total failure at work.

BUT GUESS WHAT. i just got accepted into NURSING. WHAT?!?! i know! someone must have declined their seat and so now i'm in. i don't really know what to feel...other than absolute anxiousness...because i don't feel like i will be competent enough to hold a needle.

me and dan. dan and me. i'm really quite happy with how its going. i know he can make me feel better after a dumb day at work. i screwed up the mango bubble tea, i screwed up a bunch of orders...and i couldn't open a san pelligrino bottle with a can opener.but i'm trying here. dan is my steady mind...he knocks sense into me. and though i wish he was funnier, weirder, quirkier...he makes me feel like i am the most beautiful girl to ever walk the face of this goddamn planet.


ANYWAY. i am going to quickly tell you (me) of these past few days...just because i have bad memory and i'd like to think that this will...remind me


Tuesday- showed Dan to Vicki and Jena. realized he was pretty chubby. also kind of awkward and that i'm totally different around my friends than when i'm alone with him. sort of. the beach was awesome though


Wednesday- work from 9:30-2 not long, but total fail obviously . i'd rather not type about it. afterwards, i went to dan's house and he hugged me and i felt like a million and two times better. plus the office and the sex really helped.


Today-work from 10:30-2. same deal. went to the beach again with josephinee. listned to her comnplain about Jena, as always. how free and happier she is without her. which i can understand. jena's not a mean person. she is just...kind of...dumb. then we walked all the way downtown and had jappadogs...amazing shit my friend. went home watched sytycd. WTF MIA. BRANDON IS THE BOMB K?


tomorrow is Stephanie's 20th birthday. but also, goodbye beatown is playing a show and the bass player invited vicki to it as well as to his hotel party and she wants me to go so tonight i am going to have to gain some sweet ass maggical power that will allow me to be at two places at once. awesome.

9:55 p.m. - 2009-06-04

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