warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nobody's Perfect I had a date with Daniel today. We saw the movie, "nobody's perfect," as part of the documentary film festival. it was real sweet and uplifting, about 12 people with birth defects such as small arms or legs, due to being exposed to thalidomide in the womb. they then all participated in a photoshoot where they were photographed nude for a 12 month calender (as oppose to what, alex?). it was kind of amazing to watch. I really like Daniel, not in the passionate, butterflies in the stomach, i think about him all the time kind of way. but in a calming more real way. i'm at peace and i feel genuinely happy and "good" when he's around. well, i don't like how he prys into my life, and asks me really difficult questions, that aren't really difficult. i'm just not used to someone actually being interested in my life..i just realized..that most of my life i've been a listener, i've never been the one being asked "hey, tell me about your parents" and so its all so scary when he wants to know things about me that i have never once explained to anybody. he asked me about Jordan. i lied to him and told him that the last time i saw him was a month ago. i can't tell him the truth. but i'm ending it. as soon as i find my balls. i just love the way he looks from the side, and how he respects me, and enjoys me, and listens. i don't want to be with anyone else at this point. which is a new feeling, it really is.
12:11 a.m. - 2009-05-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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