warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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mountain biking? ME?

- today i went hiking with jord, cam, hayden, and his lil brother, kegan. hayden's mom came with us, and she told me how depressed she was and beyond sad recently. i didn't know what to say other than, "well, its good to be outside and with nature, yeah?" ugh. i once wanted to be a shrink. screw that shit.
- it was crazy fun though, watching the boys in their zone, but i was sweating like a mad man walking up that mountain. holy hell.
- the view up there was tripping though. i have a picture on my phone. we were on a cliff, and my back was sweating so bad. ugh.
- i tried telling jordan again that i still want to be friends. but we had sex again. and sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be able to stop myself from doing it with him so long as he keeps licking my ear and turning me on like a switch everytime we're alone.
- cam makes me laugh like no one else. i don't think he's human though.
anyway, i have an agape meeting tomorrow, plus i'm staying at Daniel's place over night. too soon? probably.

Still jobless, still bored, still blah.

11:25 p.m. - 2009-05-18

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