warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Drunk Phone Calls the thing with Jordan is that he doesn't even seem to miss me anymore. i fucked it up. badly. i think i'm giving him the obsessed-girlfriend-I need every part of you all the time vibe. grrrrrrrr. I DRUNK CALLED HIM LAST NIGHT AT 1:30 AM. i also threw up last night, after Ryan's b-day party at the Odyssey. but that's another story. seriously, though, you know what I said..."I just wanted to hear your voice before I went to bed" HOLY SHIT CRAP. i don't know what's wrong with me, i was just SO intent on calling him. and his voice, it sounded so sexy and tired i just uuuuuuuuuuugh. Brandon wanted to see me last night, i said that i think it be better we went on a real date. i'm supposed to see him today. but really....i can't stop thinking about how badly i screwed it up with jordan. ugh squared.
10:41 a.m. - 2009-05-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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