warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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I have a summer job. I sent in my application online to work at the theatre and 10 minutes later they called asking for an interview. He asked me if I could deal with the pressures of long lines and shit, and then told me that he would like to see me work at the box office.
i'm kinda nervous. i always think i'll suck at things the first time. grrr. my self esteem is just rottening.

everything is so fucked up right now. i'm starting to doubt if i even want to become a nurse, if i'm even good enough to become one. i'm just filled with so much fear and everything that. ugh.

matt says he wants to be my master, and i his slave. he's been sending me the most dirtiest messages possible. they make me so horny, you have no idea:

"just wait till you feel my fingertips all over your body...or the tip of my tongue flicking your hard clit...or the head of my cock running up and down your wet slit, right before it plunges deep inside you."

WHOA. don't tell me that doesn't make you want to lose yourself.

ugh. he wants to see me this saturday. i don't know. i'm just so screwed up in this area that i don't really give a shit anymore. i've decided to become the chuck bass of my universe. just fuck whatever moves, no strings attached, no emotional involvement, nothing. yeah, that's the plan.


haha. yeah that's totally gonna happen.

4:20 p.m. - 2009-05-02

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