warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - - i think i totally bombed my film class. i received a pretty shitty mark on the essay, and so. blah. i feel.. blah - i think i'm rushing in to this thing with Jordan a little too fast. I hardly know him, and, i'm just afraid, really of what might happen if i continue to lead him on this way. there's this other boy i've just begun talking to, and he's absolutely amazing. He's studying to become a teacher's aid for special needs children. He used to be homeless. He wants to work with street kids. he's amazing, and he plays the drums. Then there is this other boy, who's a cook, and LOVES south park. and its just getting me to think. there are SO many amazing guys out there, i can't imagine being tied down to ONE at this moment in my life. i mean...maybe i'm just so desperate for a boyfriend that i'm just taking anybody who seems to like me ..like that. and its wrong. because this guy. his name is josh. seems like every kind of person i've always wanted to be with... errr. 2:28 p.m. - 2009-04-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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