warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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Two Drink Minimum

I am the girl that makes out with everybody...not for attention...for...affection? maybe. i don't know.
When I saw vicki doing this I just WANTED for some reason to do the same..and when I started, i just never stopped? Ever since I turned 19, I've just been running in endless cirlces of extreme highs and extreme lows and have just been an overall mess.

I was so proud of myself today for acing my calculus exam, and I CRAVE those emotions, those feelings of accomplishment A LOT more than I crave making out with random men...
because. i'm. tired. of . pretending.

in other news, Chris Cornell's new album Scream is a blubbering mess of synthetic dance tunes produced by timbaland, accompanied with A ROCK GOD voice...and it sounds...really...lame. except Two Drink Minimum..its got actual guitar in it. and a band. and it sounds like...music. Unfortunately, i just had to find out John Mayer is featured in it. go figure =( yuck.


Also, I'm taking a preganacy test tomorrow. I'm worried as fuck.



** Update : (it looks pretty disgusting when I have like 10 entries for one day, as if I'm ADDICTED to this.. or something. Which is absdurd )

The test came out NEGATIVE!!!! but it still hasn't removed my EXTREME paranoia. Because I don't think I tipped it properly, and I might have calculated my expected period improperly. So, as soon as i get my period i will be satisfied. But for now, I"M NOT PREGNANT!!

Corey sent me a good morning text message today. I NEVER get good morning text messages...ever. ...wow.

12:54 a.m. - 2009-03-31

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